relief.....
So i am at JOhnnys right now and we just ate lunch and were justhanging out till i have to go to work in a little while. I am so relieved!! Okay i have been stressing out about not finding a lifeguard bathing suit thats a one piece and red, cuz they're impossible to find, but i finally found one in fairhaven, and now i can start my job on monday at the YMCA, that took a huge burden off my shoulders, cuz i would feel like such an idiot if i showed up at work on monday and they were like okay get in the pool with you swimming students and start instructing and i didnt have a suit! so anyways another huge burden is also lifted off my shoulders, and i know its going to sound mean but i DO NOT mean it that way, i DO NOT have to get Jacqui in maine!!! yyyeeeaaayyy! not that she thanked me for attempting to pick her up anyway, but thats ok i still would of gotten her thank you or no thank you, but she said she doesnt wanna go so she can stay in maine, i was gonna call her anyways and tell her that i couldnt get her anyways cuz my car is bucking really bad and i dont have the money to fix it right now, and my mom just said straight out that she does not want me to drive up there because my car woud most likely break down and we dont have any moey to get my car fixed so we deff. wouldnt have any money to get in towed BACK into Massachusetts. So i feel better now that my stress level is going down, i got to sleep at my babys last night, :) and that made me feel better cuz i snpped on him yesterday and i felt really bad, and i hope i apologized enough for it cuz i felt awful about it. But i think another reason i am stressed is because i have to work every day for the next two weeks at one or the other jobs and the only day i had off besides warped tour, was sunday and of coarse, this stupid kid quit so i have to work tonight from 5 to close which is like 10:30 :( but heck at least i will eventually have money to pay for my car...so anyways i gota go to work, so i hope my car can last the next week and not die on me cuz my job(s) depend on it:( so i love johnny so much he is my mornin' glory, and i hope he doesnt have any more haircut nightmares!1 haha lol, i love you baby forever, xoxox :)