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So...ive decided that im not going to try anymore...I know ive said this before but this time i mean it. Seriously im giving up on trying to make things work between us. When he wants things to work he knows how to get in touch with me. Ive been waiting around for months now. I havent attempted to hook up with anyone relationship wise because ive been waiting for him. Well im finished. Its not like he was sitting around waiting for me. Hes had girlfriends or tried to since we broke up. Ill try and find someone now too. I love him to death but im so sick of sitting here waiting for something that i will most likely NEVER have. The way im treated when his friends are around makes me feel like SHIT. Every time Im around him and his friends and I finally leave i just want to break down and cry. Now its all up to him. Either he can come to me and make things work, or he can just forget about me and find someone else...Whatever happens all depends on him.
Thats sorta depressing. But it has to be done...Im not going to get anywhere by waiting around for someone who obviously doesnt want me to wait for him. He's told me in the past that he wants me to move on so he can find someone new...Well then this is for him. As much as it makes me want to cry...I wont, because its making him happy in the end.
So, Taking Back Sunday concert is this Saturday. Whoo hoo! So excited. So...heres whose commin with me and Kenny...Kristy,Greg,Courtney,Tj,and Chris. ALL IN ONE CAR! Can you say cramped? lol
So, i might be dying my hair red...Now i dont know how to explain to you what shade of red so dont ask lol. Im going to do it possibly Friday, and it washes out within 8 to 10 washes so that will give me an idea of what i would look like and if i like it.
Anyways...im gunna go listen to some music and do some homework or something
Thats sorta depressing. But it has to be done...Im not going to get anywhere by waiting around for someone who obviously doesnt want me to wait for him. He's told me in the past that he wants me to move on so he can find someone new...Well then this is for him. As much as it makes me want to cry...I wont, because its making him happy in the end.
So, Taking Back Sunday concert is this Saturday. Whoo hoo! So excited. So...heres whose commin with me and Kenny...Kristy,Greg,Courtney,Tj,and Chris. ALL IN ONE CAR! Can you say cramped? lol
So, i might be dying my hair red...Now i dont know how to explain to you what shade of red so dont ask lol. Im going to do it possibly Friday, and it washes out within 8 to 10 washes so that will give me an idea of what i would look like and if i like it.
Anyways...im gunna go listen to some music and do some homework or something