Mar 17, 2008 23:43
It's nice to know that even though things might get tough, your friends will always be there to pull you through.
So for once, it seems you were wrong. I am so sorry I ever doubted the strength of this because the truth is, it is the one relationship that can stand the test of time and always manage to make me a stronger, better person. The truth is, I doubted you would even respond to my text, but the fact that you did call me and take the time to talk to me meant the world to me.
I don't remember what song it is, but one of the lyrics goes something like, "I can't live without the people who make my life what it is." Self-reliance does not make you a better person and asking for help does not make you weaker.
Everyone needs help sometimes. Even Spiderman, Mary Jane says.
As I was talking to you on the phone, I looked around my room and saw the millions of photos adorning my walls and it made me smile at how easy it all came back to me. I haven't been this honest with anyone in a very long time and it was so amazing to know that even at the hardest point in my life, when I feel like a complete idiot for the millionth time for freaking out about it, you were able to keep me calm and get me through it.
Jenny Lewis does not for one second underestimate the value of friends. "Your friends they sing along and they love you," she says. You need people to get you through the day. Whether that be your friends, or your significant other, or your parents, or what have you. I pray you find someone to lean on and not let go. Asking for help and trusting in someone is the hardest thing to do and I'm glad to say that I have grown to learn how to admit that I can't handle it all by myself.
age: beauty queen of only eighteen,
life: with friends like these...,
life: you'll be positive though it hurts