one week and counting

[xiqueta]

its started. its starting to flare up. the travel anxiety. it might be about spain. but i think its more about leaivng home. 2.5 weeks was supposed to be long enough to get me tired of being here. but it hasn't been. i think with going to see my grandma and then jenny and bethany being here i just havne't been around my parents long enough to get tired of them. ugh...i have a few more days for them to annoy me i suppose. but they keep saying things like "you leave on tuesday?? so soon!!" and my grandma told me, 'well lexy i guess i'll see you in the spring, if im not dead by then" ahhh grandma you always know the right way to tell people goodbye.

my stomache hurts. i hate travel anxiety......necesito auyuda