first day back
what happen to looking forward to school? what happen to looking forward to waking up so i could go and see my freinds? thats all over, i hate going to sleep cus i know itll just make the night end and the morning begin. i hate having to go to a school with people that i hate, people that think im a stupid fat kid whos constantly complaining, im trying to find the good in seminole high school, but i cant find any..the one thing i liked about my self is my sence of humor and im not gonna lie IM NOT HAPPY, everyday is misrable and i never really smile, everything i have to say, never gets out, i have no one to really talk to...dont worry im not gonna comit suicide or anything. but its like, ive always looked at that an been like omg those people were crazy, but the wernt.. they had nothing to live for, they were overwhelmed, they were really lost and confused.....and alot of people try to help and they mean well, and they really wish they could help but deep down they dont give a shit, they dont want to be a part of my life I DONT WANT TO BE A PART OF MY LIFE...example...i know a girl and shes really sad and depressed because of this jerk guy being a dick to her, the thing i hate most about this situation is she thinks shes not good enough for him and thats bullshit but me telling her that over and over again IT MEANS NOTHING cus shes says thanx omg ur so sweet but she doesnt beleave me, she doesnt trust me...high school drama...emotionally kill or emotionally be killed......im done