tonight sucked
omg tonight sucked,
all i wanted to do was go to a party...and see courtney, and i couldnt go cus my parents thought i was going to have unprotected sex and kill animals. know courtney probobly kissed somebody else, and what did i do all night sat at my grandmothers house and did nothing. its funny how my parents dont get mad when i get drunk on a cruise amd flood one room and set a chair on fire but i get this evil eye if i dont fake hapiness so her parents think were freinds..i dont understand them at all, its like one minute my moms a saint and shes awesome and she slides on every stupid thing i do and the next shes like "A PARTY WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX!!!! JESUS WOULDNT ALLOW THAT"...i havent been to a party with my own age since 5th grade... my mom crys and crys and she thinks im antisocial and im depressed and im gonna kill myself but shes doesnt see that 95% of my depression comes from her...and for whoever said i was pathetic for writing the jesus w. christ FUCK YOU man im not trying to make a movement with everything im saying, its from a book..and yes ive changed it a little bit.. i found it funny..SHOOT ME..i seriously hope 04 is better then 03 or 02 or 01 or any year that i can remember..cus right now im not gonna die happy, and thats a silly goal i have..........i dont know what else to say, thanx josh for hangin out with me. i know it was boring..thanx courtney i know u might be mad at me or u might just be happy cus u didnt have to kiss me tonight...but w/e. ur so much fun to be around and i really wish we could have hung out tonight...im done
all i wanted to do was go to a party...and see courtney, and i couldnt go cus my parents thought i was going to have unprotected sex and kill animals. know courtney probobly kissed somebody else, and what did i do all night sat at my grandmothers house and did nothing. its funny how my parents dont get mad when i get drunk on a cruise amd flood one room and set a chair on fire but i get this evil eye if i dont fake hapiness so her parents think were freinds..i dont understand them at all, its like one minute my moms a saint and shes awesome and she slides on every stupid thing i do and the next shes like "A PARTY WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX!!!! JESUS WOULDNT ALLOW THAT"...i havent been to a party with my own age since 5th grade... my mom crys and crys and she thinks im antisocial and im depressed and im gonna kill myself but shes doesnt see that 95% of my depression comes from her...and for whoever said i was pathetic for writing the jesus w. christ FUCK YOU man im not trying to make a movement with everything im saying, its from a book..and yes ive changed it a little bit.. i found it funny..SHOOT ME..i seriously hope 04 is better then 03 or 02 or 01 or any year that i can remember..cus right now im not gonna die happy, and thats a silly goal i have..........i dont know what else to say, thanx josh for hangin out with me. i know it was boring..thanx courtney i know u might be mad at me or u might just be happy cus u didnt have to kiss me tonight...but w/e. ur so much fun to be around and i really wish we could have hung out tonight...im done