I LEARNED SO MUCH
i learned so much tonight, i met back-stabbers and shit-talkers and the thing is ive known them for a long time and this strange lead singer that had a shaved like a skinhead and did this nazi stomp..ahhh.....i should have gone to see atmosphere but instead i went to lake mary pub and saw SOS,im no ninja, and in my last breath...o yeah and a bunch of these girls with short dyed hair, choker necklaces, emo glasses, and shitty personalitys backed up with there extreamly original (yeah right) shitty attitude...............i also got to see some guys who act like there your freinds until the "cool" people or the "slutty" girls arnt around...why would these girls who dont get the scene and apparently dotn want too....i heard something tonight that made me sick "i love this show"- ---- said this, she hadnt listend to one band, she got there late, brought her asshole freind to further more disrespect the scene and the people who come to these shows to get away fromt hat bullshit, she came for guys, she fucking came to look cute and make me PUKE, and i lost all respect for this girl tonight.... next off SOS they were good, i like there new shit alot, and i was into it...then the guitar player said i was talking shit about them and then started talkin shit on the mike, this guys been i guess a freind for a long time and hes gonna point me out and say im talking shit when i finnally think there band has some talent, then there asshole lead singer is gonna get people up just to talk shit and run around and act like he is the coolest piece of shit in the world....i liked SOS and i still like SOS but fuck them as individuals....in a better note taylor and kat...there the shit...the oblivious to high school DRAMA AND BULLSHIT and i fucking love them for it...o yeah i have another person to bitch about....this person is soembody who helped me thru shit and was a really awesome person (i thought)...her main goal is to make everybody happy, and she will make her goal even if it means talking shit and stabbing freinds in the back......all the people that i mentioned tonight i love but i dont like you.....i got ur backs but i relized tonight that theres no way in hell you got mine...........Here in this collapsed lung of a borough, There is no sunlight, The sunlight is manufactured in a windowless room, Distant and incoherent, Businessmen hang themselves.........im gonna go hang myself