HUGE
I am huge! I waddle. I can feel the baby grinding my pelvic bones when I walk. My tail bone clicks with every step, and my legs are swollen so much that I can't bend down. Most days it is not this bad. I need to finish up my birth shopping and then I think I can move onto the psychological ready-ing of having a new babe. I have some weird fears to work through. I had the thought the other day that I could die in childbirth, or after... and what would Matt do? I feel the need to make sure everything is ready and easy for him to find. I know everything will be fine, but every once in awhile those nasty thoughts rear their ugly heads.
I have a lot to do in the next couple of days, and Gryphon wants to have a movie night. He needs something like that with me. I have been distant and bitchy. He is AMAZING! Seriously I am beyond blessed/lucky to have him. He is such a huge help, I don't know what I would do without him. He is smart and funny and handsome. I am so proud of my beautiful baby boy.
ok I am off to get the kids ready for bed, 17 minutes late.. .
I have a lot to do in the next couple of days, and Gryphon wants to have a movie night. He needs something like that with me. I have been distant and bitchy. He is AMAZING! Seriously I am beyond blessed/lucky to have him. He is such a huge help, I don't know what I would do without him. He is smart and funny and handsome. I am so proud of my beautiful baby boy.
ok I am off to get the kids ready for bed, 17 minutes late.. .