then it hits.

[xinvalidheart]

its true what adults say about us kids. we really do think were superman until its too late. but, this makes me oh so glad that i have outstanding friends that have my back. he tells me he likes me. he tells me he wants to take me out. he is telling me everything a boy wants to hear. but, its important to know something about him that i need to hear. hes hiv positive. as he was feeding me into week of promise and happiness, i cant lie...i was enjoying it. i would have messed around without even thinking twice. to see how naive i trully was, was like a big ass slap from reality. he isnt my type, few are. i hate to say it but im kind of a heartbreaker. he told me his sappy story of how his parents disowned him when he came out and the only family he has now is his sister. i just cant believe how close i was to seal the deed, maybe become positive myself.

yet, i still think im superman. maybe these are just rumors. rumors, most unlikely. last week scott told me to be careful with him for unreasons unknown. i guess now i know.