I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better I wanna spend the rest of my life with you...
Wow. I'm in a total state of amazement. Today was by far one of the best of my life... i needed this after the crap i've put up with lately.
So i woke up around 8:30 this morning to start getting ready for solo and ensemble. So we got to Dumbarton at 9:30 and i warmed up a little bit and just took it easy. I was supposed to go at 10:10 but when we got to my room, no one was in the there and i said i would go early before the nervousness set in. So i went in 20 minutes early. I nailed it... only one mistake the judge had 2 comments about the entire thing, one only being a minor one but whatever... i got a one. I was so happy, i was really proud of myself. So we went out to lunch afterwards to celebrate. When i came home i talked to ryan for like 5 minutes... and then i just layed around. Around 1:30 my mom was like we need to run errands let's go. So i was like blah alright.
So i got in the car and half way through the ride to wherever we were going, i realized where we were headed. We were headed to go pick up Ryan, because my wonderful boyfriend wanted to surprise me. So i get there and go up and get him and guitar in hand, he hands me a note and a rose and i about died. So we got in the car and headed back here. When we got here we just sat around and watched TV... then i wasn't feeling too good cause i have a bit of the flu =[ so i layed down... nevertheless my mom fell asleep too, and i had dozed off... i don't know about him but i was so close to falling asleep it wasn't funny. Then he called his parents to see what was going on since it was his mom's birthday... after about 20 minutes of trying to figure out what was going on it was finally set. Ryan and I were going to Chili's for dinner at 5:30 with his parents, and his brother and his brother's girlfriend. So we met up with his family and it was a 45 minute wait. So we waited in the van while everyone but he dad was walking around. So we went in and had dinner which was nice... then when we left we stopped by giant and then headed back to his house. So we got to his house around 8, and then we went out on his pool deck and layed down under the stars. It was so beautiful and just i really wish i could have stayed there for a thousand years. We just talked and laughed and it was so nice... as cold as it was i loved every second of it. After a while his mom called us in and his brother's friends were there for band practice. As i'm walking through his house, i see this girl sitting there and i knew who it was the second i walked by. The next thing i know i hear "is that aubrey" and then i really knew who it was. It was my good friend from when i was younger Jessica... i was so shocked and so much in awe. I gave her a hug and just that made my night... i haven't seen her in a long time and i have known her since i was like 3. I miss her a lot. Then we waited for my mom to get there and i left...
Tonight was absolutely amazing. I am so in love with Ryan. I never thought i could ever feel this way about anyone this young and just it's an amazing feeling. I don't know what i would do without him. He's there for me every second and i would truly be lost without him. Even after a year and nine months he still takes my breath away and i love it. All i can really say is... wow.
I have no idea what i am doing tomorrow but i really hope i can see Ryan again, that would make for the best weekend ever. It really would... well actually i do know that i am going to The Horse You Came In On which is a bar that my moms friend works at down in the city so that should be nice. But okay kids... i'll update soon i hope... later kids! tehehe.
So i woke up around 8:30 this morning to start getting ready for solo and ensemble. So we got to Dumbarton at 9:30 and i warmed up a little bit and just took it easy. I was supposed to go at 10:10 but when we got to my room, no one was in the there and i said i would go early before the nervousness set in. So i went in 20 minutes early. I nailed it... only one mistake the judge had 2 comments about the entire thing, one only being a minor one but whatever... i got a one. I was so happy, i was really proud of myself. So we went out to lunch afterwards to celebrate. When i came home i talked to ryan for like 5 minutes... and then i just layed around. Around 1:30 my mom was like we need to run errands let's go. So i was like blah alright.
So i got in the car and half way through the ride to wherever we were going, i realized where we were headed. We were headed to go pick up Ryan, because my wonderful boyfriend wanted to surprise me. So i get there and go up and get him and guitar in hand, he hands me a note and a rose and i about died. So we got in the car and headed back here. When we got here we just sat around and watched TV... then i wasn't feeling too good cause i have a bit of the flu =[ so i layed down... nevertheless my mom fell asleep too, and i had dozed off... i don't know about him but i was so close to falling asleep it wasn't funny. Then he called his parents to see what was going on since it was his mom's birthday... after about 20 minutes of trying to figure out what was going on it was finally set. Ryan and I were going to Chili's for dinner at 5:30 with his parents, and his brother and his brother's girlfriend. So we met up with his family and it was a 45 minute wait. So we waited in the van while everyone but he dad was walking around. So we went in and had dinner which was nice... then when we left we stopped by giant and then headed back to his house. So we got to his house around 8, and then we went out on his pool deck and layed down under the stars. It was so beautiful and just i really wish i could have stayed there for a thousand years. We just talked and laughed and it was so nice... as cold as it was i loved every second of it. After a while his mom called us in and his brother's friends were there for band practice. As i'm walking through his house, i see this girl sitting there and i knew who it was the second i walked by. The next thing i know i hear "is that aubrey" and then i really knew who it was. It was my good friend from when i was younger Jessica... i was so shocked and so much in awe. I gave her a hug and just that made my night... i haven't seen her in a long time and i have known her since i was like 3. I miss her a lot. Then we waited for my mom to get there and i left...
Tonight was absolutely amazing. I am so in love with Ryan. I never thought i could ever feel this way about anyone this young and just it's an amazing feeling. I don't know what i would do without him. He's there for me every second and i would truly be lost without him. Even after a year and nine months he still takes my breath away and i love it. All i can really say is... wow.
I have no idea what i am doing tomorrow but i really hope i can see Ryan again, that would make for the best weekend ever. It really would... well actually i do know that i am going to The Horse You Came In On which is a bar that my moms friend works at down in the city so that should be nice. But okay kids... i'll update soon i hope... later kids! tehehe.