what a year
i have been super busy so i don't really update this anymore
but yeah we are on spring break right now
chris mareel died :[
it really sucks and its scary actually
school is gunna be tough
the ceremony for him wednesday night was tough
and then there is another one tonight for him
carly came back yesterday i think but i still havent talked to her
i am going to call her in the morning
this year has sucked basically
life just keeps going downhill
i think i just need 2 move away from everyone for awhile
i miss him so much
i still dont know what i did wrong 2 make us end the way we had to
i guess i will just have to keep waiting
i dont know
please call me soon
thats all i want
well i am going to bed
it is almost 4am and i gotta be up and ready by 12:30 to go shopping
so goodnight
&& truth is, i never got over you
but yeah we are on spring break right now
chris mareel died :[
it really sucks and its scary actually
school is gunna be tough
the ceremony for him wednesday night was tough
and then there is another one tonight for him
carly came back yesterday i think but i still havent talked to her
i am going to call her in the morning
this year has sucked basically
life just keeps going downhill
i think i just need 2 move away from everyone for awhile
i miss him so much
i still dont know what i did wrong 2 make us end the way we had to
i guess i will just have to keep waiting
i dont know
please call me soon
thats all i want
well i am going to bed
it is almost 4am and i gotta be up and ready by 12:30 to go shopping
so goodnight
&& truth is, i never got over you