on break
sometimes it is nice just to update in this every once in awhile to get some shit off your mind. do you kno what i mean?
well im on break and i have to say it has been soo nice to not have to set the alarm at night and just sleep in. whooo! but its already thursday and i go back to school on monday. mannn i cannot wait until the summer. it is going to be so sweet :] ill be 16 have a car and not have to get up and get ready for school. o yeahh! plusss it will be warm. im really getting sick of this cold weather. idk how much longer i can take it.
today i slept til like noon or so. got up and just bummed around the house. got in the shower and got ready around 3:30. sam picked me up and we went up to big boys for our fundraiser. it was pretty gay i must say. there were so many people there & the people working there were like flippen out on leah and me so yeah it was dumb. but overall we did pretty good.
i talked to him on monday && we weren't really that good. towards the end got a little better. but now i dont think im going to be able to talk to him unless he calls me cause i aint calling him no more. i cant and i wont. he is coming back 2 me this time. if he really cares he will. i guess i just have 2 wait. hopefully by summer we are okay. i miss him a lot but i havent been getting upset over him lately so i guess thats good. i still love him more then anything :]
well its 4:10am && im still sitting up here on the computer not even tired. its all good. i just gotta be up by 2pm so i can get in the shower and get ready for work at 3. hopefuly it goes by fast tomorrow so i can go tanning then be home and possibly go out or something. i dont know.
well i am out<3
goodnight.
i love you:]
well im on break and i have to say it has been soo nice to not have to set the alarm at night and just sleep in. whooo! but its already thursday and i go back to school on monday. mannn i cannot wait until the summer. it is going to be so sweet :] ill be 16 have a car and not have to get up and get ready for school. o yeahh! plusss it will be warm. im really getting sick of this cold weather. idk how much longer i can take it.
today i slept til like noon or so. got up and just bummed around the house. got in the shower and got ready around 3:30. sam picked me up and we went up to big boys for our fundraiser. it was pretty gay i must say. there were so many people there & the people working there were like flippen out on leah and me so yeah it was dumb. but overall we did pretty good.
i talked to him on monday && we weren't really that good. towards the end got a little better. but now i dont think im going to be able to talk to him unless he calls me cause i aint calling him no more. i cant and i wont. he is coming back 2 me this time. if he really cares he will. i guess i just have 2 wait. hopefully by summer we are okay. i miss him a lot but i havent been getting upset over him lately so i guess thats good. i still love him more then anything :]
well its 4:10am && im still sitting up here on the computer not even tired. its all good. i just gotta be up by 2pm so i can get in the shower and get ready for work at 3. hopefuly it goes by fast tomorrow so i can go tanning then be home and possibly go out or something. i dont know.
well i am out<3
goodnight.
i love you:]