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So I'm sitting here wicked high and when I am high I think about a lot of different things, all at once, it's fucking insane. So I am going to touch on everything I am thinking about right now. Or atleast make an attempt to...
Michelle Stice: The only girl I have ever loved with all my heart and soul. She's the first and only (so far) girl that I've been madly in love with. But I finally understand how you can ALWAYS love someone. Ten years down the road I know for a fact that I will think and wonder what she's up to and how she's doing. I don't know, for some reason I just find comfort in hearing her voice. It's crazy. But I know for a fact that nothing would ever work out between us on a relationship level. It took me awhile to come to those terms but I'm alright with it now, I really don't give a fuck. She can be a huge ass bitch sometimes but I'll always have love for that chick.... yea, my relationship with her fucked me up so bad... I think that relationship is somewhat why I am a little scraed of commitment. After we broke up, that's like when I started smoking alot more and drinking more... experiences really do alter your everyday life...
Michelle Ludden a.k.a Status: Well she was sort of my "rebound" after Michelle Stice and I broke up for good. We hooked up a few times, well... more than a few times... lol. We're friends though, she's not just some girl that I call up only when I want to fuck. I talk to her about once or twice a week. I practically lived at her house for the first part of the summer. She's wicked cool. Like I did have a crush on her for a little while but that went away. We chill every once in awhile... like some people tell that they can totally see me in a long-term relationship with her, but I don't know, I totally don't see that happening what-so-ever. It's not that our personalities clash because they do compliment each other but... I don't know if I could ever be in a real relationship with that girl. I don't know... it's weird. I think we get along so well is because we both like to argue and fuck with each other... and we're both fucking flirts... well I'm more of a pimp. lmao
Kristin A.: Wow... I really don't know where to go with this one. I think it was my relationship with Michelle S. then my relationship with Kristin that made me relize that I can't put too much effort into my love life because it just all blows up anyways. I don't know we were cool but now I just don't know. I'm in such a pissy mood after I talk to her, it's whatever. I mean I don't hate her... I just don't know how I feel about her at this moment in time. It's crazy.
Courtney Ellis: My best-est friend! I love that kid so much. He understand me more than anyone except my sister and I understand him more than anyone except Chris. When it's just us together we have a ball! Dude, I can't wait till we graduate, we're going to raise some fucking hell! No one understands.... "What? What?" LMAO!
Jess(Chicopee): You guys might think this is crazy but I remember the first day I met Jess. I was at the Holyoke Mall with my Cousin it was like after Christmas or something. I was like "OH! That's Jeremy. I haven't seen him in forever. Is that his girlfriend?" And we all walked around the mall. And dude, Jess licked lip gloss off my chest! OMG, I forgot all about that. lol Holy Shit. Mad funny! We've had our ups and downs, ins and outs the past few years but we're cool now. She really hates that I smoke and drink and I really do want to stop but it's hard as hell. I <3 Her! She's awesome! She can be an ass sometimes..lol but she's still awesome!
Tiffanie, Katie, and Terissa: Well I have a new name for us, we can be a rap group. You ready. Essence and the T.K.T Crew! LMAO! Anyways, I love those girls. They're all attractive ad fuck! Man, if I was a dude, I try to get with all three of them at the sametime. Fuck that, I do that shit now. LMAO!
FLEXIBLE! lmao. I love you guys! Hey, Tiffanie, were you really awake on couch? You might've been dreaming the whole thing. =)
Michelle (Status) bitch ass gave me a cold... err... I've been coughing up my lungs like crazy! No night school next thursday, how awesome is that? But it's thanksgiving which is also known as "Family Bonding Time" fuck that. I'm staying home and chillen. agh, well I'm tired and I think I vented enough for now. lol
OMG, I pimped it at homecomming... in the words of Jen "Essence, pimpin ain't easy but you sure made it seem easy tonight" haha I love that girl! And the way Victoria was dancing with me! It was all sexual like, I was like "Whoa, where'd you learn that at?" lol she has her ass and tits all over me. lmao. I just don't know how I feel about that.
Michelle Stice: The only girl I have ever loved with all my heart and soul. She's the first and only (so far) girl that I've been madly in love with. But I finally understand how you can ALWAYS love someone. Ten years down the road I know for a fact that I will think and wonder what she's up to and how she's doing. I don't know, for some reason I just find comfort in hearing her voice. It's crazy. But I know for a fact that nothing would ever work out between us on a relationship level. It took me awhile to come to those terms but I'm alright with it now, I really don't give a fuck. She can be a huge ass bitch sometimes but I'll always have love for that chick.... yea, my relationship with her fucked me up so bad... I think that relationship is somewhat why I am a little scraed of commitment. After we broke up, that's like when I started smoking alot more and drinking more... experiences really do alter your everyday life...
Michelle Ludden a.k.a Status: Well she was sort of my "rebound" after Michelle Stice and I broke up for good. We hooked up a few times, well... more than a few times... lol. We're friends though, she's not just some girl that I call up only when I want to fuck. I talk to her about once or twice a week. I practically lived at her house for the first part of the summer. She's wicked cool. Like I did have a crush on her for a little while but that went away. We chill every once in awhile... like some people tell that they can totally see me in a long-term relationship with her, but I don't know, I totally don't see that happening what-so-ever. It's not that our personalities clash because they do compliment each other but... I don't know if I could ever be in a real relationship with that girl. I don't know... it's weird. I think we get along so well is because we both like to argue and fuck with each other... and we're both fucking flirts... well I'm more of a pimp. lmao
Kristin A.: Wow... I really don't know where to go with this one. I think it was my relationship with Michelle S. then my relationship with Kristin that made me relize that I can't put too much effort into my love life because it just all blows up anyways. I don't know we were cool but now I just don't know. I'm in such a pissy mood after I talk to her, it's whatever. I mean I don't hate her... I just don't know how I feel about her at this moment in time. It's crazy.
Courtney Ellis: My best-est friend! I love that kid so much. He understand me more than anyone except my sister and I understand him more than anyone except Chris. When it's just us together we have a ball! Dude, I can't wait till we graduate, we're going to raise some fucking hell! No one understands.... "What? What?" LMAO!
Jess(Chicopee): You guys might think this is crazy but I remember the first day I met Jess. I was at the Holyoke Mall with my Cousin it was like after Christmas or something. I was like "OH! That's Jeremy. I haven't seen him in forever. Is that his girlfriend?" And we all walked around the mall. And dude, Jess licked lip gloss off my chest! OMG, I forgot all about that. lol Holy Shit. Mad funny! We've had our ups and downs, ins and outs the past few years but we're cool now. She really hates that I smoke and drink and I really do want to stop but it's hard as hell. I <3 Her! She's awesome! She can be an ass sometimes..lol but she's still awesome!
Tiffanie, Katie, and Terissa: Well I have a new name for us, we can be a rap group. You ready. Essence and the T.K.T Crew! LMAO! Anyways, I love those girls. They're all attractive ad fuck! Man, if I was a dude, I try to get with all three of them at the sametime. Fuck that, I do that shit now. LMAO!
FLEXIBLE! lmao. I love you guys! Hey, Tiffanie, were you really awake on couch? You might've been dreaming the whole thing. =)
Michelle (Status) bitch ass gave me a cold... err... I've been coughing up my lungs like crazy! No night school next thursday, how awesome is that? But it's thanksgiving which is also known as "Family Bonding Time" fuck that. I'm staying home and chillen. agh, well I'm tired and I think I vented enough for now. lol
OMG, I pimped it at homecomming... in the words of Jen "Essence, pimpin ain't easy but you sure made it seem easy tonight" haha I love that girl! And the way Victoria was dancing with me! It was all sexual like, I was like "Whoa, where'd you learn that at?" lol she has her ass and tits all over me. lmao. I just don't know how I feel about that.