its been a while...
i feel like i havnt updated in like years, and i'm bored soo heres something uninteresting to read, enjoy.
i've been thinking a lot lately, too much probably, i get stupid when i think. i can't help it though, i'm just in one of those moods.
i keep thinking about whats going to happen when i go back to school. i'm so excited, but like at the same time i'm really freaked out and scared and i'm not sure why. i love being home, its such a comfort zone for me and at the same time i'm so sick of it. i don't know. i think i'm just nervous about going back to doing work and stuff, i've literally been doing nothing for a month, i havn't even done laundry twice. i'm also kinda freaked out about the fact that i still havn't fixed my grades, i've been putting it off since i got home, i'll probably end up doing nothing about it and it'll be like i never took calc, not that it would matter, my grade for that class was probably terrible..
agghh i just don't know, this mood is horrible. i gotta snap out of it, everything is fine.
i've been thinking a lot lately, too much probably, i get stupid when i think. i can't help it though, i'm just in one of those moods.
i keep thinking about whats going to happen when i go back to school. i'm so excited, but like at the same time i'm really freaked out and scared and i'm not sure why. i love being home, its such a comfort zone for me and at the same time i'm so sick of it. i don't know. i think i'm just nervous about going back to doing work and stuff, i've literally been doing nothing for a month, i havn't even done laundry twice. i'm also kinda freaked out about the fact that i still havn't fixed my grades, i've been putting it off since i got home, i'll probably end up doing nothing about it and it'll be like i never took calc, not that it would matter, my grade for that class was probably terrible..
agghh i just don't know, this mood is horrible. i gotta snap out of it, everything is fine.