what to title this ?
im in one of those moods . . . one of those moods where it feels like nobody likes me . where it feels like im not needed or wanted or loved . i hate feeling like this . . . i look , and see that everyone has someone else that is a better friend or who . . . i dont know . i feel like im being replaced by EVERYONE . all my friends have someone else .
someone told me that i dint have anymore friends in biloxi . and it hurts me . . . a lot . and i havent been able to be there for my bestfriends . and i dont know . i feel like im letting them down . . . is that bad ?
and to top it off i feel like my boyfriend doesnt like me . . . im scared to TRY to hold his hand or hug him . i feel like im not good enough for him . like i shouldnt be the one he calls his girlfriend .
i just feel like breaking down and crying . i miss biloxi so much . and it takes so much for me not to start crying . i want to be home . i want to be able to spend time with my BESTfriends in BILOXI . i want to go through the week and not have to worry about if i have plans for the weekend. i WANT TO GO HOMEE !
i want to cry . i am crying . i need to let it all out . but i dont think i can . i need to let it out . i cant . i need to but i cant . i want to let it out .
pain . pain . UGH . i CANT STAND THIS !
i got to go .
someone told me that i dint have anymore friends in biloxi . and it hurts me . . . a lot . and i havent been able to be there for my bestfriends . and i dont know . i feel like im letting them down . . . is that bad ?
and to top it off i feel like my boyfriend doesnt like me . . . im scared to TRY to hold his hand or hug him . i feel like im not good enough for him . like i shouldnt be the one he calls his girlfriend .
i just feel like breaking down and crying . i miss biloxi so much . and it takes so much for me not to start crying . i want to be home . i want to be able to spend time with my BESTfriends in BILOXI . i want to go through the week and not have to worry about if i have plans for the weekend. i WANT TO GO HOMEE !
i want to cry . i am crying . i need to let it all out . but i dont think i can . i need to let it out . i cant . i need to but i cant . i want to let it out .
pain . pain . UGH . i CANT STAND THIS !
i got to go .