le sigh
Is it wrong to want to leave? To get away from everything? My life isn't perfect, but it's great. I have a family that loves me, and we get along just fine. I have an AMAZING b/f who is just...the greatest man ever..who loves me and supports every decision I make, I don't really have money problems...you know, an apt to keep, bills to pay. I still live at home and don't pay for anything. I mean I'd like to have more money, but then again, ,who wouldn't right? I just want to get out and...I dunno, see the world or something. I feel kinda like the fish in my tank. I can see the whole other world surrounding me, but there's this invisible wall between me and everything else. Half of me wants to go to school, become a dental hygienist, settle down and raise a family. The other half is screaming for adventure, to see new things, travel, to become a famous singer....*shrugs* I guess it's because I'm a gemini. I'm glad that I have Jonathan in my life to keep me sane.