-Overwhelming Confusion-
Who are you?
The person who left that comment on my last post. Who are you?
It drives me insane that I don't know who's commenting...who the person is that "pissed things away"? I can only think of one person who fucked shit up with me, and it's been talked about in this journal, and the typing styles don't match.
It sounds like whoever you are, you have regrets. I want to know who you are. If only to find out WHY you pissed things away. If I did anything wrong. What I did wrong.
I don't ever wanna be wrong again. The road I'm living in now is hard. It's hard to stay on track, to keep my eyes on the lines I'm racing past, and make sure I stay in between them. It's hard not to get distracted. It's hard not to make a fatal mistake that could end in the one accident that can truly break me into pieces.
I need to know who you are. For my own piece of mind. And I need to know that whoever you are, whether you're still in my life in one way or another, or not, you're brave and strong enough to let me know. Maybe I can learn from you and follow your example to fess up to my feelings and not be afraid of the reactions it could bring.
Please, for the love of God, stop this agony and tell me.
The person who left that comment on my last post. Who are you?
It drives me insane that I don't know who's commenting...who the person is that "pissed things away"? I can only think of one person who fucked shit up with me, and it's been talked about in this journal, and the typing styles don't match.
It sounds like whoever you are, you have regrets. I want to know who you are. If only to find out WHY you pissed things away. If I did anything wrong. What I did wrong.
I don't ever wanna be wrong again. The road I'm living in now is hard. It's hard to stay on track, to keep my eyes on the lines I'm racing past, and make sure I stay in between them. It's hard not to get distracted. It's hard not to make a fatal mistake that could end in the one accident that can truly break me into pieces.
I need to know who you are. For my own piece of mind. And I need to know that whoever you are, whether you're still in my life in one way or another, or not, you're brave and strong enough to let me know. Maybe I can learn from you and follow your example to fess up to my feelings and not be afraid of the reactions it could bring.
Please, for the love of God, stop this agony and tell me.