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Havent updated lately. Was kinda lazy too.
Yesterday i was doing a lot of physics and i swear i can't take living in this house anymore. I'm a college student and i should be treated like one. My mother never has any regards to my studies and its like if i dont do chores around the house and not just any chores. Nope, the chores that she wants me to do- then I'm like a trouble child and she would continue argueing and yelling at me about anything and everything. I was effing studying in my room and she comes in and starts randomly yelling about the fact that my bed wasnt made. WTF? how old am i ? Im turning fcuking 20 in a few months. Whether i make my bed or clean my room or not is my own business. But apparently since i live under her roof and with her being a clean freak I have to live under her rules. GAH, i tried talking to het about it and she then started saying that "she's not even sure if im actually stufying in my room or not or im just sitting at the computer chatting" WTFFFFF ok this is beyond annoying. I dont care when she is being all psycho on me and yelling but i swear negating any work that i do all day especially after i have been sitting up here working my ass off.....I couldnt take it. I yelled back and slammed the door and apparently she didn't talk to me for the rest of the day. GOOD FOR HER $@#%@ She's ok now with me, well sorta...i bet its cuz she knows i was right. I know she's going through a lot of stress right now but so am i and taking it out on me isnt gonna help cuz i might just explode in everyone's face. Seriously, just dont mess with me when it comes to my studies.
phewww, anyway. Done with my rant here. I talked ot mernie last night for the first time in like 3 weeks i think. I missed way too much it was so great talking to her again. I think it was one of our best convos. I just told her everything and she told me everything and we made a certain promise. I wont mention it here because its between me and her but yea. I love my mernie lol
I am now listening to the 411 non-stop. I blame Kixie :p I might add more lyrics later. and everyone, listen to Hanson's new song "Penny and me" SO GOOD!!
Yesterday i was doing a lot of physics and i swear i can't take living in this house anymore. I'm a college student and i should be treated like one. My mother never has any regards to my studies and its like if i dont do chores around the house and not just any chores. Nope, the chores that she wants me to do- then I'm like a trouble child and she would continue argueing and yelling at me about anything and everything. I was effing studying in my room and she comes in and starts randomly yelling about the fact that my bed wasnt made. WTF? how old am i ? Im turning fcuking 20 in a few months. Whether i make my bed or clean my room or not is my own business. But apparently since i live under her roof and with her being a clean freak I have to live under her rules. GAH, i tried talking to het about it and she then started saying that "she's not even sure if im actually stufying in my room or not or im just sitting at the computer chatting" WTFFFFF ok this is beyond annoying. I dont care when she is being all psycho on me and yelling but i swear negating any work that i do all day especially after i have been sitting up here working my ass off.....I couldnt take it. I yelled back and slammed the door and apparently she didn't talk to me for the rest of the day. GOOD FOR HER $@#%@ She's ok now with me, well sorta...i bet its cuz she knows i was right. I know she's going through a lot of stress right now but so am i and taking it out on me isnt gonna help cuz i might just explode in everyone's face. Seriously, just dont mess with me when it comes to my studies.
phewww, anyway. Done with my rant here. I talked ot mernie last night for the first time in like 3 weeks i think. I missed way too much it was so great talking to her again. I think it was one of our best convos. I just told her everything and she told me everything and we made a certain promise. I wont mention it here because its between me and her but yea. I love my mernie lol
I am now listening to the 411 non-stop. I blame Kixie :p I might add more lyrics later. and everyone, listen to Hanson's new song "Penny and me" SO GOOD!!