Bleh. Redemption in Misery?
Well, I dont know about you guys, but the whole purpose of online journals is that you can tell everyone what you feel without telling them directly. Whatever happened to long conversations that lasted until three o'clock in the morning telling the other person how you feel. Honestly, that feeling is better to me than getting high, getting drunk, or even masturbating. That pure feeling of knowing that this person takes the time to tell you how they feel in a whole night. I dont know Live journal's take that away from me. Maybe Im selfish with the fact that I have no one on this island that would ever do that to me in an honest fashion. Well, we all have our flaws and we lie to each other and to ourselves about it. Sometimes we make those flaws biggere than they really are, or we make fake flaws to get attention. I dont knwo we are all miserable at times and we turn to this damn journal to stir up people's emotions. Xanga, livejournal, blogger, whatever. I remember the days in which I would post silly things like "I pick my nose to eat the apple flavored candies!" in xanga just to make my freinds laugh. And today, I hear no laughing. I see no smiles. And yes I KNOW Im complaining about Livejournal, and Im using it right now, but it seems this is the only way to really speak to any of you.
It feels like I have already been here.
Sounds like Im preaching to the choir.
It feels like I have already been here.
Sounds like Im preaching to the choir.