Dec 23, 2004 14:06
still sick.
i think it's breaking up though.
well, christmas is almost here.
another year gone by.
another christmas that daddy isn't here to spend it with.
no daddy in a santa suit.
merry christmas daddy <3 i love you.
nanny is coming on sunday.
haven't seen her in a while.
i miss her.
so i'm really happy about that.
another new years that will probably turn to shit.
as usual, i'll get over it.
aside from that, everything is grand.
i dont let shit bring me down because i dont want to
miss out on the fun times or the good things.
although, writing the beginning of this entry
did make me cry...
but that will never go away.
this whole sick thing, trapped in my house
feeling like shit and most likely looking
like shit, is beginning to drive me bonkers. literally.
a day of beauty. today is that day.
i need it. pictures later maybe. :)
♥