Butterflies
Quite literally... butterflies?
I can't put a point to what i'm feeling right now, but it's right about the edge where i knew i had to get started on planning and organising how i wanted life to work out with just me and my apartment in cold cold melby- me alone in a foreign land. And here i am just sitting on my chair- not that i want to, but that i dunno what to do........... (and i haven't had this feeling in a long long time trust me). and that's probably why i've resorted to blogging cause i always seem to be lagging in the blogging department eh? ie. blog when you don't know what to do.
I hope this dispels soon, i don't fancy it! I'm feeling anxious, kan-cheong, melancholic, alone and helpless. Yes, un-peace might be the word! I do certainly hope dad's operation turns out well next week (which probably only affects 20% of what i'm feeling right now, it hasn't sunk in yet i reckon). What's bothering me so much??? I need to pray.