things are looking up :o)
im feeling alot better today. i met a punk in bakersfield, so thats cool. ones better then none. and shes not sXe or anything, she likes to drink and she smokes. we're soul mates! haha jk
um i finally spoke with levi. he said nothings changed he just isnt feeling like him self. mum asked who does he feel like then? haha im glad things havent gone to shit between me and him, not yet atleast. i like him alot and it would suck for everything to go under so soon. if only he wouldn't mind a long distance relationship, but thats getting ahead of myself. wont even go there :-\
oh and yesterday i was chatting with a friend of mine frm chicago. i asked him to pay for me to go to chicago and he said "well. i work 52 hours a week, i have alot of money. sure i'll pay. what is it? like $150-$200?" i thot he was joking then i asked him again later and he said "i already told you i would, how about i pay for half, so that way i can house you and give you food and shit for free" so yay! me and maybe anna are going to chicago in august before i leave. and my friend rob in chitown said he will try to help with money. kevin cant cuz hes broke, but maybe jason will too. alot of cool people in chitown. if i have a good time im considering moving there.
ok so yea. things are better. i still dont wanna move. im petrified about my trip to england. what the fuck will i be doing with all that time? i wonder if levi still wants to travel.. hummmm. only time can tell.
toodles :)
um i finally spoke with levi. he said nothings changed he just isnt feeling like him self. mum asked who does he feel like then? haha im glad things havent gone to shit between me and him, not yet atleast. i like him alot and it would suck for everything to go under so soon. if only he wouldn't mind a long distance relationship, but thats getting ahead of myself. wont even go there :-\
oh and yesterday i was chatting with a friend of mine frm chicago. i asked him to pay for me to go to chicago and he said "well. i work 52 hours a week, i have alot of money. sure i'll pay. what is it? like $150-$200?" i thot he was joking then i asked him again later and he said "i already told you i would, how about i pay for half, so that way i can house you and give you food and shit for free" so yay! me and maybe anna are going to chicago in august before i leave. and my friend rob in chitown said he will try to help with money. kevin cant cuz hes broke, but maybe jason will too. alot of cool people in chitown. if i have a good time im considering moving there.
ok so yea. things are better. i still dont wanna move. im petrified about my trip to england. what the fuck will i be doing with all that time? i wonder if levi still wants to travel.. hummmm. only time can tell.
toodles :)