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though words were not said, i am about 95% sure we called off the engagement. i have not worn my ring for a week. he has not offered to give it back.
i feel worn out, emotionally and physically.
i feel disappointed in every way possible.
i thought it was you.
me and you for the rest of my life.
but i've withdrawn myself from this committment, i think.
i feel absent.
from you and from us.
and to be honest, i think im kind of relieved we arent doing this. we just have to figure out where to go from here.
(i dont want to pretend with you anymore.)
i feel worn out, emotionally and physically.
i feel disappointed in every way possible.
i thought it was you.
me and you for the rest of my life.
but i've withdrawn myself from this committment, i think.
i feel absent.
from you and from us.
and to be honest, i think im kind of relieved we arent doing this. we just have to figure out where to go from here.
(i dont want to pretend with you anymore.)