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i told him everything. he knows about ED, he knows about webb, he knows about the cancer. he accepts me! we did a breathwork session yesterday. when i’m around him, im not always breaking him down and trying to figure him out. it’s such a good sign. i call us jesse and christine, it’s never me first. it’s so different. it’s the me i wanted, but grown up. the me i’ve always wanted to be and im finally getting to practice and live like her. he’s such an amazing person and so many of these crazy qualities. he’s calm, an amazing cook, plans trips, eats healthy, we work out together and it’s so fun, he’s intelligent and aware, likes learning. i have really high hopes for us we have just so much in common. no ego at all.