please don't forget me cause i'm chosing to do this my way.

[xindarknessx]

as much as i say i hate lj. i still write in here. i write more in my myspace just cause that means more to me. not the people... well one. the new addition to my pile of friends. it's the new "home away from home" or a relief to having something else. a good portion of today was spent reading and working on my REAL journal. the one i got for my 22 birthday. i love mod podge. it's such a good adhesive. gluing things in there and writing reminds me of the dick and jane book we once shared and than later witnessed torn pictures out of. at least i didn't react that way. though sometimes i feel like doing so or seeing it all as a lie. it wasn't at the time. and it still isn't.

i'm super stoked to go to washington for my birthday. but, i'm even more stoked to come home to one less person in colorado. maybe then i won't have to exhaust myself to sleep or i'll be able to breathe easliy.