...b o r e d

Nov 21, 2004 15:23

who am i..

i like everyone. im always a bitch. i like derek. don't know why..but i do. i want to be something when i grow up. i miss the way things use to be. i miss my bestfriend. im not really blonde. im always insacure. i need to stop eating so much cause if i don't im gonna be come a cow. i miss anna pauline stout aka my bestfriend. i miss jay and how we use to be. i hate bush. i wish i could speak a different language. i wish i knew what people really thought about me. im really not as loud as i seem..or as ditzy. and im alot smarter that people think. im not a whore either..just what people say. i really don't have alot of girlfriends. im allergic to cherries. i dont like beans or any sort of vegtables besides salad.

There's so many things that i want to change about myself.
i wish i didnt get so mad over little things...i wish i didnt get deffensive so easily..i wish i was more open with my feelings..i wish people knew the real me..i wish i was taller haha...i just want people to know me for me and not who they think i am..i just want to be someone else.

..post some memory that ive had with you..good bad or indifferent up here. just tell me what you think..honestly.

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