I'm over it
yeah so im not goin to warped tour.... i had a good argument but my pops is just way too gay to let me have a life.. oh well ill go next year. maybe then i wont be too young. hes soo fuckin gay. he doesnt trust me at all. he thinks im gonna go up there and get all crazy and get all drugged up and liquored up and all this other shit. he doesnt want me to drive all the way to camden with friends... cuz you know the only way i can get into a car accident is if im driving with my so called very unresponsible friends. you know i couldnt just get into a car accident with him..... he must be fuckin god. hes soo gay. grrr... GRRRRR!!!!! yeah well when lindsay came over we decided to go to the mall cuz we had absolutely nothing to do... with my dad here and all.... so he dropped us off and he was gonna pick us up at 8 cuz he had to go into work early like around 9 or so. yeah well it was sunday and lindsay and i are stupit.. the fucken mall closes at 6 on sunday. and this goddamn security guy had a fit cuz lindsay and i are sitting on the curb of the fuckin mall. i was like well im sorry i dont fuckin bring my own chair to sit in.blah blah blah. youd think that they have enough sidewalk that the could share. but no....stingy asswholes. yeah i had soccer tonight and i have soccer tomorrow and the night after and the night after... maybe my fat ass will not be such a fat ass nemore. im soo angry tonight. i need to get away from eveything. i want something new. i want to move again. i want to move to texas. or maybe minosota i dunno how to spell it. i dunno but maybe south carolina. i love myrtle beach. and the guys are hott. even tho that doesnt mean that they will be any less of an asswhole as the guys up here are. w/e. i give up on guys. at least for a while. give my self some "me" time.. lol that sounds soo corny. haha i crack myself up. i heard a funni joke today but i forgot it. but it was pretty good. i think lindsay told me but i dont remember. im gonna miss her soo much next year. shes not goin to regional.... shes goin to bridgeton. i mean im haappy for her i think shell like it there. shell have jackie and nikki and gia. but i dunno what im goin to do without her. im sure her and i will still hang out all the time. i mean we practically live at each others houses. when my dad goes shoppin he buys food that he knows lindsay likes. and her sister buys me food that i can eat over there and honey mustard sauce. cuz she knows i love it. lol i just am goin to miss her. and i have a bad bad bad feeling that this year is goin to be even worse than last year. and i dont like that. but whatever like everything else i dont like in this world ill just get over that too. im out. i need to find something to do.
later_Mystie