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some times i do really stupid things. like get mad over a little thing and break up with my boyfriend because i think we have different views. then when he asks if i want to get back together i fuck that up and say i don't think so. then i get off the phone and cry for like an hour then try to talk to him and get back together and he doesn't want to talk tonight because he doesn't "want to fight". and then tells me he loves me like he thinks it'll be okay to get back together tomorrow. fuck that. that makes me cry even more so i tell him not to bother calling me tomorrow and he tells me he's going to cry himself to sleep tonight because of what i said today. so now i'm ignoring his 2 texts and wanting to cry again.