Jun 27, 2005 00:13
fuck!
okae so my cousin james droped my sissters and mines
laptop and broke it and its all crackd and shit.
and so now we are in deep shit.
we have to pay for it to be fixed and shit.
ughugh.
ew. im so mad and fustrated at him.. okae maybe not him cuz its not his
fault.then again it is.
haha. i think im bipolar or sumtthing haha. im crazy i swear.
ilove the earily november.
update jounal.
menu.
home.
options..
haha.
cant u see the wall u build for me..
cuz we'r not special, we'r not special, im not special
this song keeps playing over in my head....
Early in the morning, wake up to a bright blue sky
lightning comes at any time to break it down and make it ugly
I know that it's just for me
'cause no one else can feel or understand
that's alright because I can handle all that you throw down
and I hope you find a perfect place
where skies are beautiful all of the time
it's all that matters, pretty, pretty
and I know that's all you could care about
there's no reason why you can't
it's all about the icing, and nobody cares about what's inside
you could see the outside face, it looks good, it must be great
and I know that's all you see
what would it matter anyway
'cause I can see right through your pretty, pretty skin today
and I hope you find a perfect place
where sky's are beautiful all of the time
it's all that matters, pretty, pretty
and I know that's all you could care about
there's no reason why you can't
and no reason why I should try to go on anymore
my reason's all gone, no reason why you should
try to make excuses to make me feel alright
excuses call for stupid reasons
and I know that it's not much that I can offer right now
just give me one little second and I will try my hardest
to make you feel like I'm someone else.
o wellz. i guess... hmm..
hahaha my cousins gf IMd me.
and yeah.
i miss my "boy freind"
but yeah i think that temptaion is a bitch.
i hate that like my bf doesnt call me for like 5 days and like i go
out wiith my freinds and meet ppl and then i like them and then like
temptation sucks cuz i wanna like u know with them
but then i have a bf who is never there.
shiet i wanna break up with him but like i really like
him cuz he is such fun person to talk to and be around.
ugh i hate this kinda shit.
temptaion sucks alot
but im strong and can resit it.
but yeah im bored and gunna watch the starting line
new music video on mtv in a sec.
okae im out i guess.