ouy vey
so i have recently decided that my feelings about being here in DC are to fickle to place. I miss home so much, but i dont miss the environment..dont get me wrong, i enjoy very much soo sitting with my best friends kickin back, or partying my pants off with a great variety of people. But i dont miss the hatred at my house, i dont miss the drama between my friends, i dont miss the annoyances of certain people...i love my mother, but im greatly upset with the fact that she has done nothing to change our hateful situation...i know what shes waiting on, and my being impatient about it isnt of good nature...but im just sick of it. i like DC, well enough to remain here at least. Sure i dont have a billion friends, i dont party, i dont have a social life anything close to the one i had back in texas..but it isnt too bad. im making good money, im doing well in schoool, im getting to be with my dad whom i still havent taken the time to appreciate. i dont know...i just wish that i was a genie, and with the snap of my fingers of a twitch of my head i could be happy, settled, sociable..etc. not to be mistaken that im unhappy..oh i dont know, im just ready for my adolecent years to come to an end...kay well no one really reads this so im basically just venting and getting this off my chest bc its becoming to heavy for me to bare....but i have school work to get done and work to prepare for and some snoop dogg to listen to. so i must bid you aduea..xoxo
rachel
rachel