Dec 10, 2003 22:43
ive been fellin like shit and i think this is prob the only place i can say it. i dont kno y but i feel like im a poser. im such a mess right now and i dont kno why. i cant really talk to many people cuz they r asses and will joke about it. i feel like i cant catch a break and it sucks really badd.i have ntuuin goin for me in my life and i dont kno how much i can take of it. ill never think about suicide but maybe drugs can be the answer. i dont kno anymore