Out of Order.
So hi, It's been awhile hasn't it?
Things have definetely changed. Graduation and whatnot. School's starting in a few short weeks and I still don't have everything in order with that.
My life is out of order.
I think I'm getting depressed, and since when is facetheissue.com a forum/blogspot? Anyway. I haven't been eating much, maybe like one meal a day, and sleeping less and less. I also smoke too much. Gah.
I just wish things would be simple again for once. I wanna re-do this summer. All I do is work, there should be more to life. There really should be.
I hate it when things finally start going good is has to go and get fucked up again.
Mom lost her job, her uncle died.
Grandpa's still in the hospital.
I work too much. I'm not really taking care of myself or anything involving me.
I just suck lately.
"I fear I am not in my perfect mind."
Things have definetely changed. Graduation and whatnot. School's starting in a few short weeks and I still don't have everything in order with that.
My life is out of order.
I think I'm getting depressed, and since when is facetheissue.com a forum/blogspot? Anyway. I haven't been eating much, maybe like one meal a day, and sleeping less and less. I also smoke too much. Gah.
I just wish things would be simple again for once. I wanna re-do this summer. All I do is work, there should be more to life. There really should be.
I hate it when things finally start going good is has to go and get fucked up again.
Mom lost her job, her uncle died.
Grandpa's still in the hospital.
I work too much. I'm not really taking care of myself or anything involving me.
I just suck lately.
"I fear I am not in my perfect mind."