Jun 30, 2005 04:59
Good god it feels like forever since ive written in this damn thing! i havent even looked at lj in so damn long its not even funny! Its weird writing in this for some reason. Well not alot has changed since last entry. No longer working at albertons and am now currently a cashier at sams club making more money getting more hours than albertons so im happy, my first damn paycheck was more than any paycheck i got at albertons in the 3 years i was there other than maybe like 3 checks haha. its not bad though, kinda easy, just gotta lift heavy stuff here and there, and it sucks being stuck in that one spot for hours on end..especially when you really have to pee, now thats fun. fo real it is, ive found out the fun way.Although i almost lost my job do to my constant as usual lateness. yeah, im smart like that.girl problems still continue! was seeing someone recently and it was going really good, i was happy, was next to impossible to contact her, and we talked/chilled maybe once a week but it was worth it seeing her. then she started avoiding me for about week and a half/2 weeks and then bam got a letter on myspace explaining why, not gonna say cause its the standard its not you its me cause i just got out a relationship and dont wanna hurt you complete bullshit excuse. found out over the weekend from a guy i just met she did the same thing to him pretty much, so aparetnly it was her. was kinda "seeing" someone i guess you could say before that, but thats a whole thing i wont go into cause its a bit personal for lj haha. but yeah, thats all for that one. just seems the only girls that go for me and are attracted to me fall into one or more of these groups-underage age,alcoholic,slore. Or maybe im just too picky. but yeah, ill always be single,thats just it is for me. yeah im lonely, and still get depressed here and there from it but oh well, im used to it by now. and dont wanna ramble on and get bashed on for being "emo" although i should say fuck you for bashing cause its my fucking journal and say whatever the hell i want, but i dont wanna bore you all.so changing the subject. car. still crappy? yep. still love it? oh yeah! now currently have working windshield wipers and as of a week ago, a working speedo. although since i dont have heat and have really bad out of whack unalligned headlights, driving in the rain is still a suicide mission and im lucky if i dont run into something.Also blew my motor about 2 months ago, and couldnt stop laughing.pretty much it was a bad motor to begin with and i babied the damn thing for 4/5 months and one night got into a couple of kinda sorta races/ messing around in traffic and was one of the first times i really ragged on the car and finally got it to run on 3 cylinders somehow at about 100mph on us 19 s, sounded like a damn oldschool vw and smoked like one too. luckily i had bought a parts car with my friend about a week befor that and got the motor out of it and it was sitting in my garage(hence the laughing cause i didnt care) so about 550 dollars later i had my other motor installed with only about mid 80,000 miles woot woot! ran like a fucking champ! just took me a cuple days to get used to the clutch cause it felt a little different. also got bored with the black rims and decided to do somethign different and chose to paint them red with a polished lip. well. ok. we and dizzle test painted one rim. and never finished. so i currently have 3 black rims....and 1 red. eh oh fucking well. so i got bored again with that and should be changing the paint within the next couple days hopefully and will post pics if i get off my lazy ass and paint them. and project:booooost! is almost complete. should be on before the end of july. just need 3 more parts, one of which i should hopefully be going to a&e and ordering which is a warlboro 255lhp fuel pump, then i need to send my other ecu off to get chipped and buy a conversion harness and by the time those get done and back to me i should get my next paycheck( in 2 weeks) in which i will have enough for install/piping made/tuning. And hopefully itll be running and brokin in by the end of the month so i can go to a huge integra car meet in orlando on the 30th.yes, i love cars, way too much, get over it! Oh yeah, and in case you didnt know, my birthday was on june 6th! so me=20 bitches!!! so send all your belated birthday cards and money asap, cause i could use the money. well alrighty its bed time, its 5:30 am. and i need sleep.See you all again in a couple months yo!