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I miss being able to tell some I love you..I miss being able to be held all the time and not having to worry bout problems..I miss having all my problems jsut disspearing..from him smeones voice...I miss that so muhc..I want love in my life again..seriousally..I think im beginning to become desperate for love which totally sucks..I just miss the great feeling of love..I lost alot of trust in people today due to one friend..I do not know who I can trust..or when they are going to turn there backs on me..I guess I will have to just TRUST them and hewp they want do what my "best friend" did to me. ugh..I miss love..seriousally..i wish i could find it again..i wish i coudl just tell somoene i love them as much as i wanted and them not even care..just to hear the voice of someoen i love..ugh..this is driving me...crazy..i'm going to sleep..whatever..ngiht..