much needed.
Okay, so it's been about.. a long time since I've updated this. A lot has happened/ is happening. I'm not gonna go into details, because somethings are better left unsaid. In some cases.
Um, mom is still in the hospital.
The divorce is under-way.
My dad and I are looking for a house in Mass.
College app's deadlines are coming up.
I'm really anxious, nervous, scared, overwhelmed, excited, and fearful.
I'm worried, paranoid, upset and uncomfortable.
July 29th, 2006- don't forget that.
I'm done caring about you. And everything you're doing. You've changed in
some ways, and I don't like it. It's not for the good. You really annoy me now, and you used to be able to make me smile, but I just want to seriously, completely hate you, but I can't. If you really cared, you wouldn't have done that, and you would have waited until the time was RIGHT. and now, is not the time. Sorry. Okay, if you've liked her for a long time, then what took you so long to tell her? Oh wait, you were too busy getting fucked all the time, (but you "regret it") OH WAIT. you don't live life with regret, or without a plan.
Let me tell you. You have to have a plan. Now you do. You didn't before, but you do now. You have a commitment now, it doesn't matter. You don't care.
Um, yeah I'm gonna stop now, before I completely get mad. I told you Sunday night that I was done caring about you. Once you realize, what's happening, let me know. Okay?
Yeah, I'm supposed to be in school, but I came home early, because I didn't feel good. What else is new?
Um, mom is still in the hospital.
The divorce is under-way.
My dad and I are looking for a house in Mass.
College app's deadlines are coming up.
I'm really anxious, nervous, scared, overwhelmed, excited, and fearful.
I'm worried, paranoid, upset and uncomfortable.
July 29th, 2006- don't forget that.
I'm done caring about you. And everything you're doing. You've changed in
some ways, and I don't like it. It's not for the good. You really annoy me now, and you used to be able to make me smile, but I just want to seriously, completely hate you, but I can't. If you really cared, you wouldn't have done that, and you would have waited until the time was RIGHT. and now, is not the time. Sorry. Okay, if you've liked her for a long time, then what took you so long to tell her? Oh wait, you were too busy getting fucked all the time, (but you "regret it") OH WAIT. you don't live life with regret, or without a plan.
Let me tell you. You have to have a plan. Now you do. You didn't before, but you do now. You have a commitment now, it doesn't matter. You don't care.
Um, yeah I'm gonna stop now, before I completely get mad. I told you Sunday night that I was done caring about you. Once you realize, what's happening, let me know. Okay?
Yeah, I'm supposed to be in school, but I came home early, because I didn't feel good. What else is new?