i dont know what to do
i dont know what you want me to do...it hurts being
your friend and it hurts even worse not being your
friend.
it hurts being your friend because your so hot/cold
and its like one moment your the nicest most kickass
guy i know and then at other times your the complete
opposite your a total asshole. and i cant deal with you
being a dickhead to me when i call you up and be like
"i just wanted to say hey and that i hope your doing
okay" and then get a response like the one you gave.
all im trying to do is be nice and be in a good mood
around you because lately you've been *BLAH* and it
sucks. it just seems like everytime you get upset
or your having a bad day you seem to take it out on
the people who had NOTHING to do with why your day
has gone shitty. and all were trying to do is make
your days better...but we cant do that if you keep
treating us the way you do. it ends up pissing us
off and the result is how i was acting last night
towards you. i cant do it. i wont do it...i dont
deserve a friend who is going to sit there and take
out all his anger on me when i havent done anything
wrong. or who is making me more frustrated now a days
more than he is making me laugh and who im having fun
with...
what happened to the guy i met at that party?
honestly you were so fucking awesome and you made
me and everyone else laugh so much. you actually
smiled and YOU laughed and had a good time. what
happened over the summers time?
i dont know - i guess if your reading this the whole
point of me writing this is to tell you that we miss
the guy we hung out with in the early days of june.
we miss the guy who knew how to have a good time and
who didnt give a crap about what people think about
him. we miss the guy who would be constantly laughing
about something and who wasnt so angry all the time.
we miss you we really do and i wish that you would
realize how much we really do care about you and how
much it hurts to see you being the way you are right
now...
your friend and it hurts even worse not being your
friend.
it hurts being your friend because your so hot/cold
and its like one moment your the nicest most kickass
guy i know and then at other times your the complete
opposite your a total asshole. and i cant deal with you
being a dickhead to me when i call you up and be like
"i just wanted to say hey and that i hope your doing
okay" and then get a response like the one you gave.
all im trying to do is be nice and be in a good mood
around you because lately you've been *BLAH* and it
sucks. it just seems like everytime you get upset
or your having a bad day you seem to take it out on
the people who had NOTHING to do with why your day
has gone shitty. and all were trying to do is make
your days better...but we cant do that if you keep
treating us the way you do. it ends up pissing us
off and the result is how i was acting last night
towards you. i cant do it. i wont do it...i dont
deserve a friend who is going to sit there and take
out all his anger on me when i havent done anything
wrong. or who is making me more frustrated now a days
more than he is making me laugh and who im having fun
with...
what happened to the guy i met at that party?
honestly you were so fucking awesome and you made
me and everyone else laugh so much. you actually
smiled and YOU laughed and had a good time. what
happened over the summers time?
i dont know - i guess if your reading this the whole
point of me writing this is to tell you that we miss
the guy we hung out with in the early days of june.
we miss the guy who knew how to have a good time and
who didnt give a crap about what people think about
him. we miss the guy who would be constantly laughing
about something and who wasnt so angry all the time.
we miss you we really do and i wish that you would
realize how much we really do care about you and how
much it hurts to see you being the way you are right
now...