Feb 19, 2005 03:21
i can honestly say that i hate myself right now. i hate when people call me stupid, I FUCKING HATE IT! esspecially somebody i love. i feel like a 4 year old girl and her mom is telling her she hates her.i feel so weak. i hate that he's smart and he's insulting me with words i dont know the meanings of which makes me feel stupider. i've never regretted my own dreams before, i mean a dream is suppose to be a dream and once i shared it i was ridiculed and called stupid, so much for sharing...