I'll never be a part of your 'scene'

[ximnotthatpunkx]

Is this the never-ending journal entry where I start ranting and raving about how I simply detest the fine LA/Hollywood act of name dropping, or basic use of unnecessary terminology. I don't care what cool guy rockstar from (Enter band's name here) did last week or where blah blah blah... I'm done, just every once in a while I forget where I am, I forget that most people can't even help it because they have been so consumed with the industry... and I might as well be feeding into it since my what my work's industry seems to fall into that fun category. Wow the cold weather must really be getting to me for me to feel this way. Or maybe it was the nice little comment my roomate said to me before she left my room tonight since she "knows" me so well since she was in the same work place as me for .5 seconds. I should be listening to some sappy soft shit from my emo-ridden itunes playlists, but I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. Listening to that deranged couple that lives below my apt. reminds me that maybe I don't have it so bad. Man, what a great time to make a great new years resolution...

There were happier times I sware. I had a great talk with one of the most unexpected 'friend' I had the other night, with great interest in seeing me succeed and making some great valid points about what I put forth as priorities in my life. I think this time around, nobody can bring me down, or I'm going to try really hard to not let it.

Because in the end, we are all the same bullshit people trying to understand the same stupid world with nothing but what we perceive is true happiness.

This will be my gracious rise and your demise.