Oct 15, 2007 00:07
Just the best wording of ANYTHING I've heard in quite some time.
I have a huge unwanted hickey on my neck., it's disgusting. Garth...watch it. I know where you SLEEP.
looks like I have some major sewing to do in order to make my Marilyn Monroe costume look remotely flattering...but it's okay, it gave me an excuse to be a GIRL and buy sewing supplies, my own tomato pincushion, pins, and well the basics.
I went over to my dad's tonight and talked...a little, I confessed that if he indeed flipped out and left town, I would have removed Thor from his ownership. And cough up whatever extra rent that would cost here to have a cat, not much damage he could do anyways, no claws.
Anyways, I just keep listening to the same few songs over and over again on my car's CD player because the tape deck is deceased. And well, Grow Up And Blow Away just seems to sing my life right now.....and Sugar Skulls is just too poetic.
I feel rather stagnant until thursday, getting on a plane, to someplace theoretically warmer, and slightly more welcoming. Max said he's down for shopping as long as he doesn't have to stay in makeup stores lol.
VACATION it's something I've rarely known the meaning of. This will be a real one, shopping, eating, seeing an AMAZING show. And well....coming back to Rocky, and showing him the knee tattoo, an artists alteration of his album artwork. Hope it means a little bit close to him what it does to me. That kids, is what dedication and influence looks like. Permanently.
My evening meds are kicking in.
Next Tuesday I have a psych eval to see how messed up I am, if I need MORE drugs and if in fact all these fits of depression I have will qualify me for social security disability etc etc....
Wish me luck on not being THAT bad.