i wont remember.
Things seem all to familiar. Here i am fucking up in school again, not wanting to live here and being all depressed.
why does this happen to me? okay i have to admit things between ashlie and i are getting better, i<3her. but i just wish things were back to they were last year.
but i love having all the friends i started to hang out with this year.
i guess it's just something in me that i want kristy to come back.
but it wont happen. i know it wont. i miss her so much you have no idea. im sorry for if anyone get's pissed that every other post is aboot kristy. but it's true, idk its hard not see my best friend, when all i think is that this time last year i was hanging out with her. well in janruary it'll be a year. i guess dont let the past get you down right?
it's weird how my friends dont even acknowledge me as their friends. i just with they would for once. and im not talking aboot ashlie, im talking aboot the rest of the world.
bye.
why does this happen to me? okay i have to admit things between ashlie and i are getting better, i<3her. but i just wish things were back to they were last year.
but i love having all the friends i started to hang out with this year.
i guess it's just something in me that i want kristy to come back.
but it wont happen. i know it wont. i miss her so much you have no idea. im sorry for if anyone get's pissed that every other post is aboot kristy. but it's true, idk its hard not see my best friend, when all i think is that this time last year i was hanging out with her. well in janruary it'll be a year. i guess dont let the past get you down right?
it's weird how my friends dont even acknowledge me as their friends. i just with they would for once. and im not talking aboot ashlie, im talking aboot the rest of the world.
bye.