you were always on my mind
Greetings nicole --
Here is your horoscope for Monday, April 18:
You're feeling a bit confused -- and you're so frustrated, you've just about had it with everyone. Don't let that attitude ruin your evening. Keep your plans. They'll definitely cheer you up.
i think my lack of social interaction, my endless hours with my face in a book, waking up at 630 or 730 am every morning, working 4-5 days a week, and having nothing to show for it--it creating this deeeeeep rut. HELP! someone save me. call me and lets hang out. i need something new. im only 20 and everything i do right now will greatly influence my immediate and long-lasting future. sometimes i wish i wasnt as determined as i am. sacrifices must be made. so here i am.
im really looking forward to new things. anything really. new house. new schedule. new beginning of the end.
i got into a screaming fight with brynn tonight. felt good in a way but i really cant remember the last time i went off like that. i know im passive-aggressive. what can i say? im the middle child who was emmersed between two very dramatic and problematic kids--there wasnt room for me to make a big deal of situations...i have to take my time and think them out alone...helllo psychology major.
i deserved better. and i really am ok.
lastly i just had this talk with my mom about expectations--and how they suck. the only thing i have high expectations for is spending hot days by the pool with my family and then family vacation. i have learned over and over again--the only people you can count on are your family.
im lucky to be able to have endless phone calls with my mom and the whole time i think to myself how lucky i am to know such an incredibly selfless woman. shes my whole heart. or my dad calls me tonight on his way home from work because we havent talked in a few days because hes been sick...
baby, i am blessed.
Here is your horoscope for Monday, April 18:
You're feeling a bit confused -- and you're so frustrated, you've just about had it with everyone. Don't let that attitude ruin your evening. Keep your plans. They'll definitely cheer you up.
i think my lack of social interaction, my endless hours with my face in a book, waking up at 630 or 730 am every morning, working 4-5 days a week, and having nothing to show for it--it creating this deeeeeep rut. HELP! someone save me. call me and lets hang out. i need something new. im only 20 and everything i do right now will greatly influence my immediate and long-lasting future. sometimes i wish i wasnt as determined as i am. sacrifices must be made. so here i am.
im really looking forward to new things. anything really. new house. new schedule. new beginning of the end.
i got into a screaming fight with brynn tonight. felt good in a way but i really cant remember the last time i went off like that. i know im passive-aggressive. what can i say? im the middle child who was emmersed between two very dramatic and problematic kids--there wasnt room for me to make a big deal of situations...i have to take my time and think them out alone...helllo psychology major.
i deserved better. and i really am ok.
lastly i just had this talk with my mom about expectations--and how they suck. the only thing i have high expectations for is spending hot days by the pool with my family and then family vacation. i have learned over and over again--the only people you can count on are your family.
im lucky to be able to have endless phone calls with my mom and the whole time i think to myself how lucky i am to know such an incredibly selfless woman. shes my whole heart. or my dad calls me tonight on his way home from work because we havent talked in a few days because hes been sick...
baby, i am blessed.