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so today. completely sucked.
mike was supose to come to my
practice but of coarse no he didnt. he
went with nikki and cherise. yeah off
coarse it made me mad. but i have to
get over it i guess.
i just hate being told your going to go somewhere or do something & they dont go through with it. like i really love mike. but right now we arent getting along. & it scares me..like i wanna be with him. one thing that really kills me is how mike talks to me sometimes. he doesnt reallize it hurt when im with him and he talks to me rudely or sarcasticly it really hurts. i cry inside. he can be so so mean. but i dont think he realizes it. i really love him & im not going to breka up with him. i think this weekend will be good. we will be able to talk and stuff
well maybe ill update tomarrow.
mike...i honestly truely love you but i dont think you feel the same....and it kills me not knowing...
mike was supose to come to my
practice but of coarse no he didnt. he
went with nikki and cherise. yeah off
coarse it made me mad. but i have to
get over it i guess.
i just hate being told your going to go somewhere or do something & they dont go through with it. like i really love mike. but right now we arent getting along. & it scares me..like i wanna be with him. one thing that really kills me is how mike talks to me sometimes. he doesnt reallize it hurt when im with him and he talks to me rudely or sarcasticly it really hurts. i cry inside. he can be so so mean. but i dont think he realizes it. i really love him & im not going to breka up with him. i think this weekend will be good. we will be able to talk and stuff
well maybe ill update tomarrow.
mike...i honestly truely love you but i dont think you feel the same....and it kills me not knowing...