la la la MODAYYYY BIIIITCHHHES
hey guyss! haha. so i haven't updated in a little bit. um well. MICHAELS COMING HOME MONDAY & I GET TO GO GET HIM YAYY!...
speaking about me & michael.
we are "taking it slow"...dont ask
i hate it. but its for the best..i guess
i mean nothings really different
besides the fact that we dont
tell eachother we love eachother
...which to be honest..
i hate. cause i love him, but
im scared me doesnt love me
my life is nothing but.sleep.cheerleading.&school
i am on senior black now. so that means
cheerleading mondays wensdays & thursday.
thats alot. Providence is Febuary 2nd.
i am really excited. michael is coming
back to michael.
i really love him. more than anything in this world
i remember back during the summer. when we broke
up. it killed me. i can remember the pain i had in
my heart once renae told me he cheated on me
it felt like someone cut me open slowly & took
my heart out stomped on it & let me suffer. too
be completely honest. i never knew i could feel
like that. ecspecially about someone.and so quickly
i know me and michael aren't broken up. but
this just reminds me of all that. i never want
to feel the pain i felt that night. i could not
go through with it again. i love him. more than
anything in this world. he says it would of hurt
me more if he kept saying he loved me and
sayed things were perfect & they really weren't
i do agree. but no matter what & i told him. if
i were to loose him i dont know what i would
do.
mike is more than just
that summer love i thought
he would be. i fell in love
with him two weeks after
i met him. he's not just one
of those boyfriends that i
tell him i love him when i
really dont know what love is.
he taught me what love was. he is what i love. i've never
felt like this before. i never want this feeling to
end. me & him to me are more than perfect.
well im going to go leave comments. kk loves
michael you mean the world. i more than heart you<3