busy..
Havent updated lately .. been kinda busy .. have so much going on between band .. home .. and most of all school .. its gettin a lil better .. theory is okay .. band is fun (for now im first chair) =) but that will probly change soon =( .. ive found something new to do during .. im sitting in the band room with liz n mike b/c they have internship that period .. that pretty fun .. almost as good as study hall w/ schreuf and sara and steve and everyone last year .. but its only the 1st week of school so who knows what could happen .. thats pretty much it.
A lot of shit is going on with me in my heart and its killing me .. i cant take feeling pain anymore .. i dont understand why i can feel one way and at the same time feel another way .. its bothersome =\ .. i mean i really really like someone but for some reason im really starting to miss someone else and i think its only b/c that other person has a new g/f now but im not sure .. its just not fair .. i wish this cud all end and i cud find someone who cares for me as much as i care for them .. or even better be with the person i really like now .. but i guess ill just have to wait and see what happens .. but for now im completely lost and confused and fell like complete shit.
Well im gonna go now .. later!
A lot of shit is going on with me in my heart and its killing me .. i cant take feeling pain anymore .. i dont understand why i can feel one way and at the same time feel another way .. its bothersome =\ .. i mean i really really like someone but for some reason im really starting to miss someone else and i think its only b/c that other person has a new g/f now but im not sure .. its just not fair .. i wish this cud all end and i cud find someone who cares for me as much as i care for them .. or even better be with the person i really like now .. but i guess ill just have to wait and see what happens .. but for now im completely lost and confused and fell like complete shit.
Well im gonna go now .. later!