looong week

[ximlostx]

well this week has been crazy. not a week that i wanted to do anything. went to school which sucked, cheerleading, which sucked, and guard which sucked. went to laryssas wake on friday after school. it was so depressing. everyone was there and everyone was crying. it was so hard. i just couldnt stay there. then cheered at the game friday night, had an emotional breakdown right before halftime and cried for like 25 minutes straight. after the whole week, cheering than going straight to guard was just not my thing. but whatever i left the game after half-time and sat in the locker room crying than went to guard with no emotion at all. *THANKS CLINCO, ALLYSA, KRYSTA AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED THEM THIS WEEK. I LOVE YOU ALL* i was going to go to laryssas wake this morning but i didnt. turns out it was invite only and i can understand that b/c than the whole school would have been there, plus i htink it would have been to depressing. but yeah. now im sitting here in my house watching the snow fall. byes

*RIP LARYSSA 1/18/05*
only the GOOD die young
god broke our hearts to prove he only takes the BEST!
-i miss you so much!-