I guess...
I guess Im not cool. nobody ever reads the crap I write in here. =\ oh well. watever. i was never "cool" anyways soo bleh. Im soo incredibly bored its not even funny. Hopefully tomorrow I can find sumtin ta do. I wish it was the 23rd. I would be having christmas then. and that day would go by fast and then id be on a plane to arizona the nxt day. (24th for all of you that are slow at math) fun stuff.
I dont liek who I've become. I've changed in many ways that I dont like. Maybe thats why Im losing friends. =\ Im becoming more and more distant from lots of people. Expecially my closest and bestest friends. It sux. I wish everything was back to the way it used to be before I became soo...whats the word Im looking for...isolated. or something. well thats life i guess. i long for the day when i love the life i live. when that day comes? i do not know. =\ Ok Im babbling to nobody now cuz no1 reads this so...bye for now.
I think Ill go cry tears of pain and sadness now. the ones that have been hidden inside me way down deep and im jus now letting them out. they've been built up inside me for...a long time.
I dont liek who I've become. I've changed in many ways that I dont like. Maybe thats why Im losing friends. =\ Im becoming more and more distant from lots of people. Expecially my closest and bestest friends. It sux. I wish everything was back to the way it used to be before I became soo...whats the word Im looking for...isolated. or something. well thats life i guess. i long for the day when i love the life i live. when that day comes? i do not know. =\ Ok Im babbling to nobody now cuz no1 reads this so...bye for now.
I think Ill go cry tears of pain and sadness now. the ones that have been hidden inside me way down deep and im jus now letting them out. they've been built up inside me for...a long time.