Jan 20, 2005 17:42
Well I think my life is as bad as it can get at this point....My mom is trippin on me again I just can’t seem to do anything right. I lost my privileges to the car I guess cuz I feel asleep after my ½ day of school and was late to pick my mom up. So she wants me to find my own way to school and to Auto and to her work after school...This is so not gonna work. I wanna leave so bad but I don’t need my hole family to hate me if I do. Were taking our finals all this week and I think I passed all the ones I needed to I cheated of corse but ya gotta do what ya gotta do I suppose.
My mom I swear has a list of things I do wrong I don’t wake up for school when im expected to and I was a wake this morning but my cramps were so bad couldnt move but of corse that don’t matter to mer right. There are dishes in the sink....I left clothes in the bathroom last night but that was only cuz I left work sick and puked my guts out then fell a sleep once again she don’t give a fuck....My room isnt clean enough EVER my shit is laying around....and shit I just plane don’t do enough around the house but god damn it I fuckin go to school all day then as soon as I get home I go to work and after work im so tired all I want to do is shower and sleep.
I think my mom is making me sick mentally I know that sounds really horrible but she really is and I don’t think im helping her mental health either I need to get out of here as much as you all tell me its not a good idea im my head I think it needs to be done
I could really use sum advice so please leave me a comment and tell me if this shit is all in my head or what...HELP