Sep 11, 2009 06:51
Turns out panick attacks are real things...
I always thought over dramatic people made them up but I was so wrong. That little fucker snuck up on me out of nowhere.
I wasn't even thinking about all my stresses. Too bad it had the worst timing EVER. Having to push a beautiful guy off of my because my heart won't stop skipping beats its no bueno.
And turns out he is not my boyfriend.
Glad I asked just so I know now but upset that I asked because it made me seem dumb. Bah well.
Guess I'm more stressed than I thought. Makes sense what with my major bills and awful living situation. Not to mention I'm still single. Its been 2 years now. I'm used to it and ok with it but I'd like to have someone to run to when I don't want to be home.
I can't believe 2 of my best friends in the world are married. My mind is officially boggled.
Blech. Ef em el.
Time to start being positive so I don't have a heart attack. This will be fun.