Just alittle, somethin' somethin'
Good afternoon fellow journalist. lol Here is little update on today, and what I did. I woke up from men running down my stairs. Then looking out the window finding a fire truk out side of my door? I was little scared, and sprung to my feet. Well don't worry there was no fire (thank god!) There was an oil leak in the furness room. The fire man said the thing could have exploded. Not sure what the "thing" was. But i no that it could have hurt us. I almost fainted from the fumes. I had to evacuate my house, I went to my nan's. Fun, NOT! Now everthing is good :)
Ok, now I havent been to sure recently what has been goign on with mine and chris's realtionship. Its just so confusing. I fucking hate long distance relationships, even though this has been my first one, and he only lives one hour and 30 mins away. I do get to see him thatnk god, if i didnt i wouldnt be wiht him. But I havent talked to him in awhile. I mean I talked to him today but just for a minute. I love chris, and he loves me too. :) But then my sisters like to say how im stupid, and how he is probably cheating on me. I don't think chris would ever do that to me, but you can never be to sure right? FUCK, this pisses me off. He told me two days ago to be on msn today and I was becuase he didnt have work, then he came online and said that he is working today. ARG, he did the same thing to me on tuesday. I pretty much spazed, becuase i waitied for him on the cp all day. W/e See chris doesnt show his emotion, so you never no what he is feeling. I remember meeting chris parents for the first time, I was really nervous. Actually it wasnt to long ago. They love me . lol <3 They wanted me to come up and stay one whoel week. Id stay in the tent wiht chris they said :P haha. I told him I was going to liverpool for a week, and then ended up not going. He actually cryed over that. I hate not being able to see him, I need to tak to him more, and i no he works. But if i dont talk to him more any time soon, I think im finished wiht it . Oh god, I can't believe I said that. Hopefully things get better soon, becuase I love him, I really do :)
Ok, now I havent been to sure recently what has been goign on with mine and chris's realtionship. Its just so confusing. I fucking hate long distance relationships, even though this has been my first one, and he only lives one hour and 30 mins away. I do get to see him thatnk god, if i didnt i wouldnt be wiht him. But I havent talked to him in awhile. I mean I talked to him today but just for a minute. I love chris, and he loves me too. :) But then my sisters like to say how im stupid, and how he is probably cheating on me. I don't think chris would ever do that to me, but you can never be to sure right? FUCK, this pisses me off. He told me two days ago to be on msn today and I was becuase he didnt have work, then he came online and said that he is working today. ARG, he did the same thing to me on tuesday. I pretty much spazed, becuase i waitied for him on the cp all day. W/e See chris doesnt show his emotion, so you never no what he is feeling. I remember meeting chris parents for the first time, I was really nervous. Actually it wasnt to long ago. They love me . lol <3 They wanted me to come up and stay one whoel week. Id stay in the tent wiht chris they said :P haha. I told him I was going to liverpool for a week, and then ended up not going. He actually cryed over that. I hate not being able to see him, I need to tak to him more, and i no he works. But if i dont talk to him more any time soon, I think im finished wiht it . Oh god, I can't believe I said that. Hopefully things get better soon, becuase I love him, I really do :)