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so ive decided to withdraw from my math course completely. there is no point in me wasting my time sitting in a class i dont need(and that i hate)!!!
i feel like a big old shithead...i forgot to call rico yesterday to wish him a happy birthday. i was so spaced out yesterday and had so much other shit on my mind that i played the tard card and forgot to pick up the phone and dial. i'm sorry!!! and if its any consolation--HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
so did i mention that we're not going to NYC until the summer? well i didnt i just did. no fun....i wanna go now...but if we wait, everyone that was supposed to go before is actually gonna go cuz theyll have money. thank god. so me and chris are going to toronto instead. only from friday-monday...but at least i get to spend a weekend with him. yay for that.
i talked to my dad yesterday and found out that they sold my grandmas house. that sucks. i loved that house-it was gorgeous. i wish i coulda bought it or that someone in the family woiuld have kept it. i would have rented it, even tho its in riverside. My dad seemed pretty bummed about it too. that house has a lot of history and it sucks that we cant go there for christmas, or that i cant stop by after school jsut to say hi and hang out for a little bit. its finally set in that shes gone and that sucks. this is like the finalizing moment i guess.
on a happier note, i told my dad about chris and he wants to meet him...he sounded generally excited and happy for me, which is weird. im not used to hearing him sound like that with me. hmmm...maybe times are changing and him and i will be cool with each other.
i feel like a big old shithead...i forgot to call rico yesterday to wish him a happy birthday. i was so spaced out yesterday and had so much other shit on my mind that i played the tard card and forgot to pick up the phone and dial. i'm sorry!!! and if its any consolation--HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
so did i mention that we're not going to NYC until the summer? well i didnt i just did. no fun....i wanna go now...but if we wait, everyone that was supposed to go before is actually gonna go cuz theyll have money. thank god. so me and chris are going to toronto instead. only from friday-monday...but at least i get to spend a weekend with him. yay for that.
i talked to my dad yesterday and found out that they sold my grandmas house. that sucks. i loved that house-it was gorgeous. i wish i coulda bought it or that someone in the family woiuld have kept it. i would have rented it, even tho its in riverside. My dad seemed pretty bummed about it too. that house has a lot of history and it sucks that we cant go there for christmas, or that i cant stop by after school jsut to say hi and hang out for a little bit. its finally set in that shes gone and that sucks. this is like the finalizing moment i guess.
on a happier note, i told my dad about chris and he wants to meet him...he sounded generally excited and happy for me, which is weird. im not used to hearing him sound like that with me. hmmm...maybe times are changing and him and i will be cool with each other.